Saturday, 21 March 2015

Confessions Of A Fat Girl

Hi guys,

So I feel the need to bare my soul. I'm not catholic but regular confession is said to ease the mental anguish that sins create.

Ok, ok I'm being melodramatic but I do want to touch base on what's been going on in the world of Bex ;)

For those who don't read my blog (erm why the hell not?) I'm on a journey to healthy. Basically I have a lot of weight to lose and I'm documenting my goings on! Yes I waffle on about beauty stuff as well but I love it and if it keeps me focused then is that bad?

Anyway on to the point of this post (told you I waffle)! 

I was naughty last weekend! So wish emoji's work on blogger right now! *hides face*

Last Saturday was my brothers 21st and we went to TGI's! Now I did have a 'plan' to make better choices till we were seated and the greedy girl came out with a vengeance!

Chicken strips, shrimp bites, nachos, sweet potatoe fries and a house salad later (which would have been good without the ranch dressing smothering it) and my plan was pretty much history! 

But it's ok, this was a celebration so move on, get back on track and it'll be ok.

Then Sunday was Mother's Day and my brother's official birth date. The chocolates, the birthday cake! I was weak and used the 'celebration' excuse again.

On treating my mum to the cinema, I treated myself to a scoop of ice cream and a caramel latte. When I go off the rails, I go hard!

Sooo come Monday morning I felt like I was hungover. The abundance of sugar really hit hard and I had a headache all day.

On getting weighed on Tuesday to see the damage, I put on 1lb, so not as bad as I feared.

Since my weekend of naughtiness I've guzzled water like it's becoming extinct, attempted to walk further (hey I'm not perfect!) and added more veggies to my plate.

Slowly getting my head back in the game. The emotional place in my mind really wants more junk! But I'm slapping that bitch in the face!

So that's my confession peeps. I just wanted to share where I'm at. This journey isn't just about the good. The bad and the ugly will rear their annoying heads and test me.

Love this quote, I may have stumbled but I'm not stopping :)

Have a great week guys,

Much Love,

Bex x



  1. Aww don't be too hard on yourself! I'm trying SO hard to be good, but last week I felt poorly and I went to M&S and bought a bag of 5 cookies and ate them ALL. Then it was my friends birthday and we bought her a cake and she wanted us to eat it with her, so we did.
    Ugh. But it's just made me more determined to work harder next week. We can do it! :) xx

    1. Thanks sweetie!
      It's so hard not to be negative especially when we have a blip but I'm moving on!
      Omg I know what you mean about m&s cookies! Oh and cake! Lol
      We got this! Plus you've got your running :) x

  2. Everyone has times like this, I know I do. I have had a few too many 'celebrations' in March and it's very tricky to keep on track when there's so much temptation! Glad you're ready to try again next week :-)

  3. Thank you!! All these celebrations hit me and my greed got the best of me.
    But I don't want to get stuck in that guilty/eat cycle so drawn a line through it and I'm moving on! x

  4. You shouldn't feel guilty, you had little treat and now you're back on track which is all that matters! Just keep going with your goal in mind and you will get there!

    The Velvet Black // UK Style & Beauty Blog

    1. Thank you so much! The guilt cycle is a tricky one but its done and I'm back on track :) x


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